I found this poem that I had surprisingly written before the accident. Crazy how much it applies again today.
Seeking
Darkness.
Black.
Lost.
Gone.
Need Light.
Purity.
Acceptance.
Home.
Seeking.
Seeking these things.
Seeking me.
Where am I?
Where have I gone?
I am not here.
Only darkness.
Black.
Lost.
Gone.
Seeking.
I am seeking.
Seeking for joy and happiness.
Seeking for me.