Window of Desperation

The saying that says something along the lines of 'eyes are the window to the soul' is so true. I can quite honestly see the emotions behind someone's facade. Today I especially noticed the pain in my eyes as the rest of me looked fun, cute, and bubbly. This caused me to question how long I have been able to do this, because today, it was like an elephant in the room. So I looked at pictures from earlier this year.  

 In every single one of these pictures, I see the same message, even through the different expressions. Not through my face at all, but deep in my eyes, I see pain, struggle, a lot of work, and desperation for acceptance.